[ It's probably because man that subconscious fear is coming to light. Ren thinks he was referring to kissing and couple-y stuff, but how it inflects his voice is a much higher percentage of you found someone else and you won't need me anymore than he'll ever admit. Whether because it had merit on its own based on his past experiences or because he's (willingly or not) conflating romantic interest with some invisible scale and he's terrified of being on the wrong side of it, knowing what he knows now that he's declared his interest.
It's pretty shameful to doubt Ryuji like that. Freaking irrational and Ren acknowledges it as much as he acknowledges that the vulnerability this has got him down to has a rare insecurity wheeling out of control. But Ryuji's assurances - the thing he's heard time and again and needs to hear right now, well. That train pulls into the station on schedule just fine.
Ren sighs out some of the guilt and anxiety and hopes that'll be the last he sees of this particular worry. Stop chipping away at the cornerstone, Amamiya. ]
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It's pretty shameful to doubt Ryuji like that. Freaking irrational and Ren acknowledges it as much as he acknowledges that the vulnerability this has got him down to has a rare insecurity wheeling out of control. But Ryuji's assurances - the thing he's heard time and again and needs to hear right now, well. That train pulls into the station on schedule just fine.
Ren sighs out some of the guilt and anxiety and hopes that'll be the last he sees of this particular worry. Stop chipping away at the cornerstone, Amamiya. ]
Yeah. Same goes for you, always.