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purrtagonist: become part tree (Fill the wound with sawdust)

[personal profile] purrtagonist 2018-08-09 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[damn right he clocked it. he said he would, after all!1 and of course he chooses option three— as though that wasn’t the language they used with each other in nearly every single one of their interactions anyway]

[Akira lets out a low, impressed whistle as Ryuji speeds up to him, making a show of checking his watch carefully before he lifts his gaze and raises a brow. despite the incoming sass, there’s no hiding his amused grin, the curve of his lips that gives away the fact that he isn’t being serious]


Eight minutes, twelve seconds.

[another whistle]

Twelve seconds off, but I’ll give you a pass for still making it in less than ten.

[and not because of judge’s bias, he swears]
purrtagonist: (you attempt to seduce the ashes for info)

[personal profile] purrtagonist 2018-08-09 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[Akira isn’t really a physically affectionate person, but Ryuji has always been a bit of an exception to that. months of getting used to his best friend stepping into his personal space, slinging an arm around his shoulders, reaching out for a high five, had made Akira a little bolder about reaching out himself]

[and so it’s instinct when he rests an elbow against Ryuji’s shoulder and rocks into him gently, before pulling back]


Only to see you.

[zing!!]

Come on. Let’s walk. I kind of wanted your opinion on. . . something.

[and with that, he makes his way down one of the tunnels, hands slipping casually into his pockets]
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[personal profile] purrtagonist 2018-08-09 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[well, that one is met with an appreciative, huffed laugh, as well as—]

I’d rather be considered gouda at what I do instead.

[another effortless zinger. someone stop them before they go too far. at any rate. . . with Ryuji at his aode (it’s true; it doesn’t feel right otherwise) Akira rolls his shoulders back into a shrug and asks, as casually as he can]

You’ve met Rion, right?
purrtagonist: (You punch the fire)

[personal profile] purrtagonist 2018-08-09 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
. . .

[uh]

Oh. Are you talking about when you rifled through her drawers?

[yep, it has totally gotten out already. it was literally the first thing she brought up upon realizing Akira knew him]

No comment.
purrtagonist: (Will inhaling harm me?)

[personal profile] purrtagonist 2018-08-09 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[oh my god]

[gently rocks into Ryuji’s side again, letting out a soft snort as he does so]


Relax. I’m not here about that, and I believe you.

[HE IS NOT THE DRAWER RIFLING POLICE]

I actually wanted to know what you thought of her.
purrtagonist: (I’m trying to listen to the flavour!)

[personal profile] purrtagonist 2018-08-09 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[RYUJI??]

[Akira arches a brow as well, but graciously allows that original response to fade into the wind, as though it was never uttered. fortunately, he knows his best friend well and good by now. if there's anyone who doesn't mind Ryuji's SAY WHAT'S ON HIS MIND-itis, it's Akira]


Nope. No Palace. Not that I can check.

[he doesn't have his cell phone or the MetaNav app, after all. but he doesn't think Rion would have a Palace, anyway. just. . . based on his talks with her]

I kind of-- [mmm. and here, he hesitates, wagging one hand back and forth like he isn't quite sure how to put it. but in the end, blunt is best, isn't it?] -- I like her.

[his gaze immediately flickers to the side to gauge Ryuji's reaction]

She's funny, and clever, and extremely kind, and-- kind of. . . warm. You know?
purrtagonist: (You grovel before the almighty chair god)

[personal profile] purrtagonist 2018-08-09 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[it certainly isn't as though they've talked about these kinds of thoughts and feelings before. girls in general? yep, of course. Akira hasn't forgotten Ryuji's failed attempts at securing a date at the beach, or the Valentine's Day they both spent alone at Leblanc, chewing on store-bought chocolate and bemoaning that single status. but concrete feelings that could be traced back to a single person? never. probably because neither of them ever had anyone to think about in that manner up until now]

[it's weird (or maybe not so weird) but Akira can feel his own heart hammering against his ribs at the speed of sound as he speaks. Ryuji's genuine and earnest response is appreciated, and it helps alleviate some of the tension he hadn't realized had coiled on his shoulders. but still. . .]


Yeah.

[no hesitation, no equivocation about it. Rion had made her feelings clear, and Akira had made his clear in return. his response hadn't been a rejection. just. . . a request for more time]

[there's a pause, and Akira idly lifts a hand to tug at his bangs, fingers curling around black locks]


But I told her I needed a little bit of time. Not to figure out how I feel-- I know that much already-- but.

[but proceeding with unresolved feelings for someone else would be unfair to Rion. wouldn't it?]

I wanted to see what you and Ann thought, I guess. [I want to know what you think, goes unsaid] You guys are the two closest friends I've got here.
purrtagonist: (would you say the giant looks french?)

[personal profile] purrtagonist 2018-08-09 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[UUUUH, PHRASING???]

[but in that way, at least, these two were a lot alike. Akira said it to Ann already, but the one thing he wanted most was for both Rion and Ryuji to be happy. if that came at the expense of some of his own? then so be it]

[Akira feels something tighten mournfully in his chest, and something else release all in one as Ryuji gives his enthusiastic response. he doesn't really know what kind of answer he wanted to hear-- a protest, or some sign that if he ever mustered up the courage, he'd have a chance? or affirmation that there's no point in holding onto these feelings, because it'd never happen, not in a million years? and even if the first had occurred, what would he have done then? Ann told him not to treat Rion as though she was a second choice-- and he doesn't, in any way, want to do that]


Phrasing aside-- [he responds as he rocks with that shove, but he rebounds quickly, shooting Ryuji an amused look] What you think really matters to me.

[a breath and Akira tilts his chin up, catching Ryuji's gaze with his own, like he's searching for something]

It means a lot to me because you're my best friend. [because you're the person who was there to take my hand and pull me back into a world where I actually meant something to people] It means a lot to me because you're-- [god how does he say. . . this] -- your place in this world is at my side, remember?

[aha]

And nothing will ever change that.
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[personal profile] purrtagonist 2018-08-10 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
[Akira feels his shoulders bristle, just slightly]

[there are many instincts he's ignoring as soon as Ryuji's gaze flickers away. the instinct to reach out, to clasp his dumb best friend's face in his hands and turn his gaze back to meet an unwavering and firm expression. don't you ever forget that, okay? nobody will ever take that from you. nobody can ever take that from you. the other is to do all of that and more, to rest his forehead against Ryuji's and continuously reaffirm his importance in Akira's life. I love you so fucking much, okay? don't ever think that I don't. please]

[he takes a deep breath. shuts his eyes for a moment, as though he's contemplating something. and in the end? he does none of those things. but he also doesn't just hang back and let that small moment of raw, open insecurity fly by without acknowledgement]

[his eyes fly open again and he's smiling, that same old mischievous smile that is half of Akira's earnestness, and half of Joker's impishness]


What, do you think I'm the protagonist of some kind of romcom?

[his arm slides around Ryuji's shoulders, hand coming up to ruffle his hair, the contact brief but warm. when he pulls away, it's with a bit of reluctance, but he continues his trek down the tunnels. in the, uh. opposite direction of the exit]

She'll still be there. [at least, he's pretty sure she will] Let's keep going until we get hopelessly lost and Ann has to call in a search party for us.

[right now, he's going to dedicate his time to his best friend]
purrtagonist: (How do you kill a sword)

[personal profile] purrtagonist 2018-08-10 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Really? I was kind of hoping to be more of a Ryan Gosling.

[that response comes with a cheeky grin and a wink before Akira takes off. as ever, leave it to him to make sure that Ryuji isn't standing in the embarrassed cold by himself. who doesn't love an American subtitled romantic comedy from time to time!1]

[all that said, Akira doesn't let himself to pull too far ahead of Ryuji, either. instead, he slows to a leisurely walk to allow his best friend to close the distance between them when it looks like he might accidentally be leaving him behind. the yellow footprints practically glow in the darkness, and his expression lights up, both amused and impressed all in one]


Ooooh, clever, Ryuji. [does Joker even know what "too flashy" means? and anyway, at least this way they won't get lost] It's perfect. You're perfect.

[that. . . last part kind of comes out on automatic, pushed into the open by feelings that-- due to recent events-- have been drawn too close to the surface. he's quick to turn away afterwards, to clear his throat and gesture towards the tunnely abyss that lies ahead]